A POSTCARD TO ME

I WISHED YOU WERE HERE

"I dig my toes into the sand,

The ocean looks like a thousand diamonds,

Thrown across a blue blanket,

I lean against the wind,

Pretend that I am weightless,

And in this moment i am happy,

I wished you were here."

My dear Ella,

Do you remember this song?

Forgive me if i am wrong,

But isn't this exactly what we both wanted for so long?

Now that I am here,

I sincerely wished you are near.

Every morning I go down to the pier,

As i sit very still, it dissolves all my tears,

While the cool breeze washes away my fears.

In the evening I lay on the golden sand,

I dream I would be holding your hand.

You remind me of the deep blue waves,

It has a powerful, forceful presence just like your ways,

Lifting up my spirits was all you gave.

Now I bid thank you,

Because in life there is only a few,

To find someone as special as you,

Even far apart we grew,

But still, on this paradise beach, i only wished i was with you.

(hmm.how i suddenly wished there was such a person who existed and did send such a postcard like this to me.. sob..sob.. yes i know.. im pathethic..hehe.. )